I’m full of frustration. I have been living in the big city for almost a month and I have yet to find a job. I’ve had a few interviews, but nothing has come of them. The issue? I’m to expensive. I can afford to come down some, but not enough it seems. I’m lucky in that my current employer has worked with me to allow me split my time between the two cities. I drive down Monday morning, work 4x10s here at the office and then drive home on Thursday evenings. As I’ve said before, it’s not ideal but it’s better that what we were doing before.
Here is the problem. I hate having to pack up every Monday morning and leaving my fiance for the week. I no longer feel homeless, but I’m ready to have a job up there so that I can be with him full-time. Not to mention it’s hard to plan time to do things with my girls when I’m working the majority of the time I’m in town. It would be so much better if I was working in Spokane and able to come down on the weekends to do things with the girls.
I’m frustrated and feeling like I’m out of options. I’ve put my resume in at more companies than I can count, but still haven’t been able to find something. I was hoping to be settled into a job up there before the winter weather and crappy roads hit, but it’s starting to look like that wont happen. I keep telling myself that I need to be patient and that when things are right, they will fall into place. Until then I ask for your prayers and good thoughts to help me with something that I struggle with, patients.